Quotation
I was drunk since I was a fzcking kid. I was so embarrassing. I know, 'cause I didn't... I didn't feel loved, I didn't feel wanted, so I tried to cover up my feelings. And it worked.
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I thought I'd fzcking drink my way out of those feelings. I became such a fzck up... that I won't ever forgive them. Oh, I mean that... I mean, they won't ever forgive me for all the... stupid shit I did.
-What'd you just say?
That they won't... forgive me for all the stupid shit I did.
-That they won't forgive you or you won't forgive them?
That they won't forgive me.
-You said that you won't forgive them.
Okay, well, wh-what would I have to forgive them f... forgive them for?
-For making you feel like a black sheep.
For not being your real parents, for having other children. Forgiving your birth mother for giving you up. Think about me! I won't forgive them.